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[24 Mar 2004|01:20am] |
ah fuckit...I'm gonna keep using this journal.
the other journal just didn't work out ....
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[17 Mar 2004|04:31am] |
I won't be using this journal any more. I'm getting sick of having to watch what i say because of people having to go run thier mouth.
Bye.
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[31 Jan 2004|03:15am] |
I've never seen this picture before...
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[22 Jan 2004|10:49pm] |
ohh yay...
Nelly Furtado's new single is going to be Try..i <3 that song...
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| i stole this out of someones journal... |
[13 Jan 2004|10:55pm] |
This is important so read it.
Suicide: The Permanent Solution To A Temporary Problem
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
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| BIOHAZARD Guitarist, KITTIE Bassist Join Forces In RODEK |
[06 Jan 2004|02:29am] |
BIOHAZARD Guitarist, KITTIE Bassist Join Forces In RODEK - Jan. 5, 2004
BIOHAZARD guitarist/vocalist Billy Graziadei and KITTIE bassist Jennifer Arroyo have joined forces in a brand-new band called RODEK.
The five-piece group, which is completed by Karl Bernholtz (vocals, THE GROOVNIX), AJ Marchetta (guitars) and Dan Lamagna (drums), finished recording several demo tracks at UndergroundSound studios in South Amboy, New Jersey (owned by Graziadei and BIOHAZARD drummer Danny Schuler).
Among the tracks recorded during the group's earliest sessions are "Marching Backwards", "Not My Year", "Diemonds", "Stop Receiving" and "Undone". RODEK's more recent material, which is currently being completed, features a "heavier" direction, which "we will continue to move in," Graziadei told BLABBERMOUTH.NET. More information will be made available soon.
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so yeah, i was watching degrassi, because i'm a dork like that...and BAM Kittie posters...not one...but two and they showed them like 3 times each...i was like holy shit, its kittie haha
anyways...thats an end to that pointless post.
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| Everyone else is doing it........ |
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i want you to click anonymous & post a comment about anything that you want..and i mean ANYTHING! a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, something personal about yourself or something you've been wanting to say to me! just make it good ;)
remember: be sure to post anonymously & honestly. post as many times as you'd like.
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own.
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 You represent... naivete. So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at times, but it's only because you're not sure how to act. You give off that "I need to be protected vibe." Remember that not all people are good. Being too trusting will get you easily hurt.
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 You are a dark writer. A fierce and loyal follower of Poe and the other gothic authors, you LOVE to instill a sense of revulsion and somewhat fear in your readers. You love to poke their brains with logic dealing with the darker side of the human mind and character. Truly surprising and a true individual, you'll do ANYTHING to create a scene. :)
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| More Nelly Furtado Lyrics... |
[03 Dec 2003|01:58am] |
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ya know..i'm a huge pink fan..but Nelly Furtado's Folklore is better than Try This ...i mean i love some of the songs on Try This but some i just can't listen too...Folklore is amazing.... here's some more lyrics.
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bah, the cd hasn't even came out yet and i already love it.
If you don't like Pink, you might as well not even click on this. ( Read more... )
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today sucked. School..was school. work sucked hardcore, i didnt get a break until almost 9 and had to finish lobby by 10..yeah, real fucking fun. I have to take my little rabbit to the vets...his eye is bleeding and i'm afraid its going to set up an infection and that would be horrible because it would most likely go to the brain... well...thats the end of my short update,nite.
oh yeah...
I almost forgot until today..Next tuesday..Nov.11th, Pinks new cd, Try This, comes out. go get it, you know you want to haha or at least go listen to it on MTV.com because its on "The Leak" .
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| fuck yeah buddy! |
[19 Oct 2003|07:48pm] |
Lacuna Coil w/ Dog Fashion Disco Nov. 28th Harpos Tickets-$12.50 Doors-6:00pm
OHHHHHHHHHYEAHMUTHAFUCKA!
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[18 Oct 2003|02:16am] |
omfg i just watched the Heaven's A Lie video...i didnt even know they had a video....
Lacuna Coil <3
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| please read and sign the petition..... |
[17 Oct 2003|03:02pm] |
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On October 3, 2003 Anti-Gay Preacher Fred Phelps' announced intentions to erect a "monument" to Matthew Shepard, a college student brutally murdered five years ago. The following is an article published October 3, 2003 by 365Gay.com's News Center.
(Casper, Wyoming) Anti-gay preacher Fred Phelps has announced intentions to erect a monument to Matthew Shepard the gay college student brutally murdered five years ago near Laramie.
But, the monument will be no memorial. Phelps says the monument would be 5 to 6 feet tall and made of marble or granite. It would bear a bronze plaque bearing the image of Shepard and have an inscription reading "MATTHEW SHEPARD, Entered Hell October 12, 1998, in Defiance of God's Warning: 'Thou shalt not lie with mankind as with womankind; it is abomination.' Leviticus 18:22."
The monument would be erected in downtown Casper, Shepard's home town. Phelps has sent details of the monument to the city of Casper city council and there may be nothing the city can do to prevent it. Phelps said he intends to put up the monument in City Park, already the location of a controversial statue of the Ten Commandments.
The Ten Commandments statue was donated to the city by the Fraternal Order of the Eagles in 1965. After a court battle over a similar monument in the city of Ogden, the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals ruled that any city that displays a Ten Commandments monument on public property must also allow monuments espousing the views of other religions or political groups on that same property.
Phelps told Casper council in his letter that if it attempts to prevent him from erecting the homophobic monument he's prepared to go to court.
"That is exactly what I said would happen," said Councilwoman Barb Watters. She said she warned the city when it accepted the Ten Commandments statue that the city risked other monuments advocating anti-Semitism and hatred of other minorities.
"I think the hate language will find a very cold reception in this community," councilor Paul Bertoglio said. "I think this community's backbone is going to come up and say 'We are not going to accept it.'"
The city council is looking at several options, one is fighting Phelps in court, another is moving the Ten Commandments out of the park, and yet another proposal would be to sell the land the park is on. Phelps says he doesn't care what the city decides. If he is unable to put the statue in City Park he said he will find another location in the city.
During Shepard's funeral members of Phelps' Westoboro Baptist Church demonstrated in front of the chapel.
http://www.petitiononline.com/mrphelps/
I'm not gay but i do know a lot of people that are...I'm a whatever floats your boat kinda person..no one should be killed for thier sexuality and what this guy is trying to do is just wrong.
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Today was pretty good. School was ok, i was in photography class for an hour cuz i ran out of paper so i couldnt do anything else...and well everyone knows how i feel about my math class. after school me and tamra went to annes. We sat around for a while and then her friends Stacy came over. They made braclets and anne worked on her halloween outfit and then we went to Bishop Park and Wendy's. We got back to annes and she took more pics cuz she's in love with my camera..i also took pics for my photography class, i hope they turn out..uhh thats about all..bye ( Read more... )
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| I'm so goth........... |
[13 Oct 2003|08:36pm] |
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These were posted on the Mercedes Message board and i thought they were funny.
I'm so goth, in preschool, the only crayon I used was black.
I'm so goth I dyed my belly button black.
I'm so goth my black is blacker than your black. I call it "black black."
I'm so goth, I don't say "black," I say "blahhwwwkkk."
I'm so goth, whenever I walk into a room, all the lights go out.
goth #1: I'm so goth the people in the grocery store have refused to sell me any cereal other than Count Chocula. goth #2: I'm so goth people ask me to AUTOGRAPH boxes of Count Chocula.
I'm so goth people touch me and they BECOME goth. They say, "Oh no, now I'm goth!"
I'm so goth I wear sunglasses when I open the refrigerator.
I'm so goth I don't paint my nails black--I bash them with a hammer.
I'm so goth I died and didn't notice.
I'm so goth, whenever I knock on somebody's door they give me candy.
I'm so goth, I'm not only "goth," but also "gothe" "goff" "gawth" "gauwth" "gothic" "gothik" "gothique" and "gawfickk" and soon I hope to be "gauewthickueu."
I'm so goth, when I stop pouting, people ask, "What are YOU so happy about?"
I'm so goth, when I go outside, the sun sets.
goth #1: I'm so goth the smile muscles in my face have atrophied. goth #2: I'm so goth the smile muscles in my face never GREW. goth #3: What's a smile?
I'm so goth, when I was born, the doctor asked me, "What's with the shades?"
I'm so goth I say things like "eternally yours in darkness" and "love and darkness" and "may the eternal darkness of the abyss enrapture and enshroud you in its infernal sickly sweet embrace."
I'm so goth I don't use fabric softener, because I like pain.
I'm so goth I'm the only REAL goth.
I'm so goth I smoke cloves in the shower.
goth #1: I'm so goth a little rain cloud follows me wherever I go and rains on me. goth #2: I'm so goth I AM the rain cloud.
goth #1: I'm so goth I got a tattoo of celtic knotwork starting at the top of my head, winding all the way down my body, and trailing five feet behind me on the floor. goth #2: I'm so goth I AM a tattoo. goth #3: I'm so goth I pierced all my tattoos.
I'm so goth it takes me an hour and a half to get dressed.
I'm so goth it takes me longer to get UNdressed.
I'm so goth I'm dead.
I'm so goth I think electrical tape is a fashion accessory.
I'm so goth, in preschool, all my drawings were titled, "DEATH."
I'm so goth, in high school, all my papers were titled, "DEATH."
I'm so goth I slather on spf 45 before I open the refrigerator.
I'm so goth I wore corsets in preschool.
goth #1: I'm so goth I wonder if my dog's collar would look better on me. goth #2: I'm so goth I KNOW my dog's collar looks better on me. goth #3: I'm so goth I stole my dog's collar.
I'm so goth, when I was born, I asked for a light for my clove.
I'm so goth little kids are mesmerized by my appearance.
I'm so goth parents leg their kids when they see them mesmerized by my appearance.
I'm so goth I've been banned.
I'm so goth nobody understands me, especially when I say, "the boom boom like shockalocka!!! . . . flibbaflobba!!!"
I'm so goth I don't take my medications, so I can be more goth.
I'm so goth, when I was born the doctor slapped me and I didn't cry.
I'm so goth I punched a care bear.
I'm so goth I think saying "oh my goth" is cute.
I'm so goth, when I smile people ask me what's wrong.
I'm so goth little old ladies in walkers cross the street to insult me.
I'm so goth I keep getting hit on by necrophiliacs!
I'm so goth I rooted for Gargamel.
I'm so goth I practice my blank stare in the mirror.
I'm so goth I have carpal tunnel syndrome from constantly putting the back of my hand to my forehead.
I'm so goth that whenever I walk into a room, you hear "Toccata and fugue in D minor."
I'm so goth I listen to The Sisters of Mercy and Bauhaus simultaneously at midnight in a graveyard sitting in a pentagram surrounded by candles . . . and oh, there's a full moon . . . and then I die. And then I come back to life. And then I die again . . . tragically.
I'm so goth I have actually seriously uttered the phrase, "the darkest dark of the dark darkness."
goth #1: I'm so goth, when I'm sleeping people come and check my pulse. goth #2: I'm so goth I don't have a pulse.
I'm so goth the people at the suicide hotline have asked me to stop calling.
I'm so goth I'm catholic.
I'm so goth nuns and priests resent me because I look cooler in black than them.
I'm so goth tan lines are a sin.
I'm so goth the dark is scared of ME.
I'm so goth I want to die die die my hair black.
I'm so goth I sleep UNDER my bed.
I'm so goth, Robert Smith asked ME for my autograph.
I'm so goth I got a 12-pack of absinthe.
I'm so goth I spend every waking moment, every breath, in contemplation of Goth. The totality of my being is at one with the essence of Goth.
I'm so goth I dot my i's with frowny faces.
I'm so goth I call a smile a "concave frown."
I'm so goth that when I was a toddler, I didn't cry over spilled milk, I MOURNED it.
I'm so goth my skin would catch on fire if it were ever exposed to sunlight.
I'm so goth I make Happy Meals cry.
I'm so goth I spend hours deciding what shade of black to wear.
I'm so goth I shower with bleach instead of soap.
I'm so goth I have a fishnet umbrella.
I'm so goth I always complain because my blacks don't match.
I'm so goth that bats hang little plastic me's from their ceiling.
I'm so goth that if I go out in the sunlight with bare skin showing, people have to put on shades because of the reflection off my pale skin.
I'm so goth that lightning strikes whenever I count things. MUH-HA-HA-HA!
I'm so goth that in kindergarten I sang "woe, woe, woe your boat..."
I'm so goth I have crushed velvet lawn chairs.
goth #1: I'm so goth I changed my name to Mystryss Darque Wintyr Nyght Rayn Ravyn. goth #2: I'm so goth I don't have a name. I'm just "goth."
I'm so goth all I do is sit around and talk about how goth I am.
I'm so goth I always use the word "goth" instead of "got."
I'm so goth every sentence I say has the word "goth" in it.
I'm so goth I'm the only person who understands what goth REALLY is, and I'm not telling you!
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[22 Sep 2003|11:13pm] |
oh......my.......god....
Kittie and Noctu at harpos on Oct. 18th...everyone in michigan must go! this will kick ass.
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[20 Sep 2003|08:24pm] |
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[14 Sep 2003|12:11am] |
damn, i need my license...
ForDireLifeSake and Billy Talent Friday Sept. 19th The Shelter $6
and i actually have that day off of work =/
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